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[06 Sep 2005|08:26pm]
sooo a lot of people finally went back to school today.. me? no, i went back 4 weeks ago. enough time for drama. enough time for drinking. enough time for picture taking. enough time for new romancing. enough time to make an ass out of myself. a lot of time for partying. a lot of time for new friends. too much time for studying. enough time to be happy. here's to hoping the next 36 weeks go this well.
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[17 Aug 2005|10:49pm]
[ mood | confused ]

why can't things just be plain and simple? why is it that when you like someone, it's so hard to just tell them? you want to just tell them, but you worry about them not feeling the same way back and want to spare the awkwardness. In my case, I can't lose this one. we're so extremely close and if i didn't have him around, i dont know what i would do. it's not like i hang out with him that much, i hardly even see him, but when i do i'm just happy. plain and simple. part of me wants to tell him, but the other part is dreading it. the way i look at it: it's senior year, it could make us or break us. if i do tell him, maybe he feels the same way and we can be happy together. if he doesnt feel the same way, maybe things will get awkward. what if he thinks i'm just some big weirdo and he never wants to talk to me again and when we go off to college we'll go our separate ways and never see eachother again? i mean, i don't want to base it on the 'what ifs' and my wandering mind, but i dont know how else to decide. i need help.

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this is so stupid [16 Aug 2005|06:26pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

second day of school adn there's already drama? what the hell? it's senior year. can't we all just get along? why make a big deal over nothing? if i don't tell you my whole life story, that doesn't mean you're not my friend, maybe we have nothing to talk about. don't expect me to come up to you and start a conversation, these things go both ways. why is it the stupidest little things that i get bitched at for? accept the fact that i don't want to be joined at the hip. accept the fact that people need their space. don't get mad at me for every little thing. i'm not doing anything. maybe that's your point. you want me to do something? times have changed. get over it. don't bitch at me for doing nothing wrong. it's not like i'm doing something wrong by not coming up to you every damn second of my life. i see you all of the time, am i supposed to be extremely excited every time i see you? i'm not like that with anyone. let's stop getting mad at tricia, k?

[19 Jul 2005|12:54am]
as soon as i rang the door bell and walked into jared's, my friends greeted me with huge hugs. where as i didn't want the sympathy, the hugs helped. thank you guys. i love you.

i dont even post for anyone anymore.. just me. [16 Jul 2005|05:23pm]
[ mood | shitty ]

why is it that when it seems like you're gonna have a great day it gets ruined? the fact that i left work because i didnt feel like working may have been a mistake. i think i might have been happier if i just worked until 630 like i was supposed to, rather than 230. now my eyes are all puffy and red from crying, make up is running down my face, i'm still in pain from that accident, and i have a headache from all the new floors going in downstairs. i just want things to be like they were. i want my make up perfect, no pain in my back, clear eyes, and my uncle back. i thought he would make it a little longer. i thought maybe a couple months longer. i feel so bad. i dont even want to go to my aunts house because i feel like i wont be strong enough. sad, right? how can she be so strong and have people over when her husband just died and i dont even want to be around anyone? i should go, but i dont feel like i'm up for the challenge. seeing tears in my dads eyes just made it worse. i've never seen him cry. dont think i'm trying to write this post for attention or sympathy either. i'm doing it because i need to. i cant talk about it just yet. i dont want to. i don't want to accept the fact that he's gone. even though he's not blood related, calling him my uncle and knowing such an amazing person my whole life, he might as well have been blood related. he's my family and he's gone. fuck cancer.

[14 Jul 2005|12:43am]
i wish advil actually worked for sore backs.
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boys.. can you please do this? [05 Jun 2005|08:52pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

When you love a girl...

Play with her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly KISS her. Hold her hand and walk.Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from other peoples yards and give them to her. Tell her she looks BEAUTIFUL. Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''.Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops.Tell her stupid jokes... Whatever it takes to make her laugh. Write poems about her.Walk with her, even if its just around the block. Throw pebbles at her window at night. SURPRISE HER. Do things that make her SMILE, make her LAUGH, and make her want to KISS you right on the face. BE SPONTANEOUS.. When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her. Give her back rubs. Play football with her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her even if its just to say hi. Call her back if she calls you.Jump on the bed with her. Whisper in her ear.Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree. Get her mad, then KISS her. Push her on swings.Stay up with her all night.Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, saying how much she means to you.Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the *stars*. Make up nicknames for each other. Show up at her work or apartment unexpectedly. Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand. Teach her guitar.Lend her your cds. Make her cds of songs that remind you of her. Write her letters. If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip. Go on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long. Listen to her favorite songs. When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ice cream. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PICUTURES OF YOU SHE WANTS. Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Make her a romantic dinner for special days. Remember dates.. even ones like your first kiss or dateand surprise her on the anniversary. Kiss her in the rain. Kiss her when she least expects it. When you fall in love with her, tell her.

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[12 May 2005|07:40pm]
[ mood | blank ]

you know those days when you just feel blank? when all you want to do is curl up in a corner and let the world pass you by? when life is so confusing you just want to sleep and then wake up when it's not confusing anymore? when you dont want to worry about priorities? when you wish for everything to be perfect when you know it never will be? when you want to drive but have no place to go? yeah.. it's been one of those days.

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it's been a while [28 Apr 2005|10:51pm]
[ mood | blah ]

long time no live journal. how has everyone been? ive been good. since the last time i updated i:

1. got a car

2. turned 17

3. met ryan cabrera

4. met gavin degraw

5. had a conversation with gavin degraw

6. miss nikko

7. cant believe constantine lost..

8. hate math (thats not new though)

9. have been confused

10. drifted from people

11. got closer with people

12. missed you!


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[22 Mar 2005|11:34pm]
[ mood | excited ]

its almost my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[06 Feb 2005|06:49pm]
tricia got a my space
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[31 Jan 2005|09:43pm]
[ mood | horny ]

fun pictures from last week.. but i have to make a cut because its really big... so ill cut after a baby picture of moi.

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new yorkkk [04 Jan 2005|05:17pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

so im back from new york! it was SOOOO much fun! i miss it already.


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[24 Dec 2004|06:26pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

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jingle nuts! [05 Dec 2004|12:16am]
[ mood | cold ]

went to jingle ball last night.. SO MUCH FUN! it took like 3 hours to get there though but at least we had a camera to keep us amused!!


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hahahaha [29 Nov 2004|07:47pm]
[ mood | happy ]

nsync is love
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funny thing is.. i did not change that at all.. AWESOME right!?!?! haha i thought so.. so many fun events to look forward to:
December 3 - Jingle nuts!
December 8-9 - VEGAS - billboard awards baby!
December 13-16 FINALS WEEK! YAY! haha
December 16 - winter break!
December 25 - christmas!
December 29- January 2 - NEW YORK.

then boredem until march. haha. i really do love the cold weather. how fun is my life right now? i'm happy. it works. its all good in the hood. haha im a nerd.
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ahhh! [17 Nov 2004|09:10pm]
[ mood | excited ]

guess whos going to new york for new years? guess whos so freakin excited?!?!?

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[02 Nov 2004|06:58pm]
i love nsync.
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just some thoughts [26 Oct 2004|08:02pm]
[ mood | okay ]

im not gonna lie and say i dont miss him.. because i do.. but on my way to finding out how much i miss him, i also realized that im better off without him.

[13 Oct 2004|08:45pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

one of the best people ive ever known passed away last night. coach dave takeshita. r.i.p. we will miss you always.

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